.Sunday, 11 November 2007 ' 11:53 Y
wana live my life with You
wana give all that i do
wana have each day so close to You
and love You more and more
wana spend more time with You
wana confide in You
wana laugh and sing and cry with You and love You more.
so i will run untill i find you where Your arms are open wide
its only when im near You im safe inside
youre the only one i treasure, Youre the one that i adore
to be with You forever and love You more and more.
parachute band - forever more
this song really touches. can ask me for it (:
this week has been...okay..except for the guard duty on wed. mood and day spoiler. watched lions for lambs on thursday. haha it was sort of difficult to comprehend. didnt know about the 3 level political thing untill rebecca mentioned it. oops haa.
but ive learnt one thing though. about friendship. the closeness the two characters(cant rmb their names but they were buddies from school, and enlisted into the army together) had on screen touched me.
for me, i do treasure friendships very much. although i've been trying hard to mend one all these years, i think i've failed. well, it was my fault anyway. i'm not sure if she has really forgiven me but till now i'm sorry for all i've done. i really am. when she sms'ed while i was in brunei, i was shocked and yet happy. as she put it, 'how could we be the best of friends one day and then total strangers the next?' i thought everything would be okay from there, but things are just as stagnant now.
well, i hope she is happy now and i think she is. i miss the times when we could just share everything together, we would turn to each other first and run to each other whenever we had any problems. and all the problems just seem to go away by itself. haha oh well, 'oi shawn stop looking back! look forward!' right? well, can one ever forget such memories? must sometimes rake it up to smile and laugh at ourselves for awhile. heh.
and as for the other one that has been stirring, i guess i cant do anything more. 'i dont think we can be good friends anymore' haha. i tried! not as if i'm the one at fault and asking for forgiveness anyway. haha. well nvm la. i'll just treasure my present and existing friendships (:
ANYWAY watched stardust on fri with chris adeline and simin. thanks to chris i got to know wonderful people like adeline and simin. and that day was sinful. keep eating all the unhealthy stuff. luckily simin took some fries. haha actually you could have all then i wouldnt be the one putting on weight :P and when adeline said i bought smth for you. haha i was shocked la(cause i kept complaining about pimple redness and scars on my face HAHA). thanks for the cream! the scars are really fading. ((:
and yes yirong, we'll have breakfast lunch dinner together after the 6th feb. HAHA. hope to see you in nus. then everyday also can breakfastlunchdinner together. (:
today's book in day. sad. wish me luck for the week. and THANK GOD I BOOK OUT FRI MORNING. HAHA. bye.